dean haywood's Page

I have been trying on and off for many years to stop smoking.I av smoked since I was 14yrs old and will soon be 50.A lot of years in nicotine addiction,in the past 2 yrs my health as suffered because of my smoking,I used to run every day,and trained in the martial arts,i do neither now,my asthma stops me get breathless quickly,whoops i should say my smoking stops me gives me asthma,bit of denial going on then.I have tried every thing,gum,patches,lozenges,zyban,champrix,None of them worked,But si… Continue

this week have waited all week looking foreward to sundays servive,then half way through the service I had an asthma attack and fool that I am hadnt got my inhalers,luckily Tara let me use hers. But i still had to get home because I needed to use my brown preventer.So brandon and I had to miss the company of every one at the evening meal. think amida has given me a wake up call.Time to stop smoking, av been smoking over thirty years, so thats gonna be easy............not.But I am gonna give it m… Continue

this week has been a very upsetting one, one of my friends in a fellowship iam in for people with addictions made a very grave mistake and has caused a lot of ill feeling within the fellowship.there has been a lot of gossip and anger towards him, and also people have been talking that he should be thrown out or made to stand in front of a meeting to explain his actions. I must admit i was angry with him too. and my first thought was that he needed a punch on the nose. but them i thought of my ow… Continue